Because I'm socially challenged, I watch the world go by.

It is so. I sit in my room on most of my days off. Cut off from the outside world unless forced to go out for work or if I'm in need of supplies or food. My means of contact on the outside world is either the internet or the phone. Is there anyone who could save me from this solitude.

Ugh. I wish I could save myself. Wyoming is so different than Japan. Seriously. Or at least my job I think was a little more nicer. There I could openly mingle with the people around me, whereas here, my job is kinda secluded and the people that are there with me are usually those I don't want to associate with. They at least have people in their group they can hang with. NO ONE UNDERSTANDS THE PAIN! But whatever. Someday, somehow, I'll break this shell of mine and be able to socialize once again. At least the days off are extremely nice. Hopefully they stay that way.

Anyways, it's been close to a year since I've updated this blog. I can't help but tell my friend, "I told you so" as far as my updates go. Since all my sincere thoughts go away as soon as I start typing. Maybe it's just my horrible timing. Not that many would come look my way to hear thoughts for a stranger, especially someone as boring as I. But I guess, it's good to just use it as a journal of some sort.

Artwise, I'm finally getting things done, which makes certian people happy. But since I just recently got internet installed, my productivity will probably decrease from this moment forward. Hopefully it won't but it's happen many a time in the past. I'm very tempted to want to just post small comic strips on the blog for daily/past/personal events but we'll see how that goes. Chances are they aren't going to nicely made, maybe just a quick sketch or something but putting all that effort into something takes too much time and I have another prior project that I need to work on before I'm beatin' to death by a very anxious friend who wants me to advance at some point. Haha. At least there's someone who naggs/motivates/threatens/cares enough to make me do things... sometimes. Haha. But for now, I most go and work on that project that I've only put off for 4 years.